Happy Friday, y’all! I hope your week was great and your weekend includes doing what brings you the most happiness! Fair warning to those reading this post may not be overly optimistic, but I am sharing my feelings with you for several reasons. One reason is for the release of emotions because it can help overcome negativity. The second reason is that everyone knows that no matter what you are going through or how dark the road seems, you are never alone because everyone struggles in life. Of course, it is not fair, but life rarely is fair. We were not given a manual life when we were born, so we are just doing the best we can and hoping for the best. We might make mistakes along the way, but learning from those mistakes is what will improve our lives.
It has been several months since I started looking for a job, and I still have not found anything that fits my needs and abilities. Of course, I took a few classes to begin a new career path, but things are still not working the way I had hoped. Looking for a job and not having any luck has become discouraging and upsetting. Somewhere deep down, I still believe everything happens for a reason, and life works out the way it is supposed to, but that does not help the high levels of discouragement. Not working makes me feel helpless and useless, and this is a terrible combination. Even though I am feeling low, I will continue to look for a new job and build my hopes for a good outcome.
To make matters worse, I have been experiencing higher-than-normal levels of pain. Could this be the change in weather? Is it possible for the increase in pain to be caused by stress? Or could the increased pain be from still missing our cat, Sundance, SO very much? It could be a nasty combination of these issues, but I would appreciate some relief soon. Maybe it is for the best that I am not working right now because, with this level of pain, it would be very challenging. Of course, I know I could handle it because I have before, but it is not easy. Thankfully, to keep my mind distracted, I have been diving overly deep into my Anatomy & Physiology class because I find it extremely interesting. I realize I am overthinking the class and doing more than necessary, but it is helping keep my mind at peace.
Thank you for visiting my site today and reading about how I feel. Again, I apologize it was not the most positive post, but no person can be positive all the time, there is nothing wrong with that because we are only human! Anyone who claims to be happy and positive all the time might be lying to themselves or hiding their emotions, which is not healthy. I hope you have a wonderful day, and you are feeling well. Please never forget I am always sending y’all LOTS of love♥, comfort, support, and MANY positive vibes, no matter how I feel!
Always, Alyssa