I have not made a post in a few days because sometimes life just gets too chaotic and it is hard to do the things I want to do. Life’s obligations can get in the way of good and fun times. Now whether it be work or household chores they all get in the way of leisure times. I know once I get home from work I am exhausted and do not feel like doing much of anything. Granted my job does only consists of being at a desk and most people would think that is not very tiring, but staring at a computer screen all day is exhausting! When you are sitting all day, not being active it weakens your muscles to the point they do not want to do anything else. I almost feel that my muscles go to sleep and do not want to wake up for any such reason. Plus being at a computer all day causes me to feel so much pain in my back and that pain alone makes me fatigued.
I have been doing my best to increase my hours at work and I have been able to do 7 hour days. I am thankful that my job has been understanding with slowly adding to how much I am able to handle. I have noticed that I feel so much better earlier in the day, but then about noon I start feeling like I have been hit by a ton of bricks. I do however keep pushing a few extra hours so I can hit my 7 hour goal!
Y’all already know that living life with an illness can add some additional stress and challenges to your daily life. How do you fight through pain when there is not any kind of relief? Even though things have not been easy lately I do still believe everything happens for a reason and somehow everything works out the way they are meant to. I do realize how clique that sounds, but I do believe every word of it.
The weather plays huge part in the way I feel. Rain and cold cause my body to feel terrible. We had a few days of bitter cold and I felt like a truck had run me over and backed over me just for good measure. Then Mother Nature decides it needs to be warm, so my body adjusts to that only to have the weather get cold again! Then we have days of sunshine, followed by days of rain or the threat of rain and I feel horrible! If we could just have weeks or months of the same type of weather I could be adjusted and stable!
I hope y’all had a great Monday! I hope the rest of your week goes absolutely wonderful! Always remember how important it is to stay positive even when it is difficult. Strength comes from positivity! As always, I appreciate you stopping by site today and please leave comments as I will respond to you just as quickly as I can! Sending y’all lots of love and comfort always!
Always, Alyssa
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Your post makes me wonder is there a happy medium to be found here. I would have thought that the ideal would be to work part time, that way you wouldn’t feel so exhausted. 🌹
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I wish there could be a happy medium, working part time would be fantastic!!! I am just having a little off day but I will get back to normal soon enough!!!!! MS has a tendency to cause a lot of fatigue no matter what you do. It will all be okay!!
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That certainly sounds hard!Juggling everything at once mustn’t be easy at all!!
Hold on tight, God is with you forever
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I believe that we are only given what we can handle in life! Maybe I am wrong but that is how I get through the hard times!
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Alyssa, you are one very happy and positive individual!
I do believe that God gives us only what we can handle yet sometimes it’s just sooo hard
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You are so kind and I really appreciate your comment! I do try to be happy and positive because I think it is the only way to live. Negativity only makes all situations worse!!
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It’s all about attitude, isn’t it?
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Absolutely!!!!
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I think you’re doing brilliantly with work and increasing your hours. I do wonder though whether HR etc can help a little more with suggesting you take more breaks to move around, sorting out more comfortable seating etc? And you’re right, sitting at a computer all day is exhausting. I can’t sit for too long any more in that position at a desk; I need to get up, move a little, otherwise my hips feel like they’re on fire. Just make sure you’re putting yourself first so as not to jeopardise the steps forward you’ve made and speak up to your manager if you need to, that’s what they’re there for and they have a duty to make sure you’re doing okay. Not that I need to tell you that, just a little reminder in case you need it. Love the positivity – You rock! 🙂
Caz x
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Thank you so much for your support Caz. I do try to get up and move around some while I am at work because sitting all day is terrible. I need to be able to reorganized my desk and that might help some!!!
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Sorry to hear that you have been struggling Alyssa 😦 I am glad to hear that your work have been so supportive though. I definitely know where you are coming from, as you know that I am struggling a lot with my work/life balance and I know there will be big changes this year as a result. Really hoping that you feel better very soon x
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You give me hope for better times because you are so courageous! It can be so frustrating when there is something you want to accomplish but your body does not want to cooperate completely. Yesterday I was feeling just a little negative which you know me by now and I am typically positive, but I guess we all have our days! I hope you have a great day and I hope you are feeling well!
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Oh sweetie. If I could take half of the pain you’re feeling knowing it would make you feel better, I would. I’d do it for you and Grace and all those who broke into my life they way you did, all those in need of s such sharing…
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You are way too kind! Thank you for your incredibly sweet comment! Maybe I am wrong but I believe we are only given what we can handle in life. There are bad pain days but good days are sure to come. I might have been a little negative yesterday which you know is pretty uncommon for me. I guess we all have our negative frustrated days! I hope you have a great day!!!
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You call that negative? Oh boy….
You’re an example to all of us negative ones. Thank you a bunch for everything.
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Are you saying I am positive? I do not think I was yesterday but most days, I do try!!!
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I’m telling you, that’s not even close to negative. We all have our ups and downs. Don’t apologize.
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Thank you so much!!! I sometimes think I am being negative and no one else sees it that way. I guess I am a little hard on myself!!!
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Go you!!
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Thank you dear!!!
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Bless you Alyssa! I’ve been feeling the same. Every part of me wants to be writing but I literally haven’t had it in me, I’m really trying to take it easy but that’s easier said than done. Take care X x
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I understand completely!! I think it is important to not push yourself too much. Writing is supposed to be relaxing and fun, not another obligation! I hope you are having a great day!!
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You are right!! Nearly my bedtime here but today’s been ok!! Enjoy your day x x
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I hope you get a good nights sleep!!! I hope you have a great day tomorrow!!!!
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Thank you x x
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My pleasure! I know we are a little off with the time but I hope you did sleep well and I hope you have had a good day today!!
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Yes!! I hope the rest of your day is good x x
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Thank you! It has been a little difficult that past few days with pain but hopefully there is relief in the near future!
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I use to love rainy weather. Before it made me hurt worse. Sigh
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I am with you on that! Rainy days were my excuse to stay in the house and just be lazy but now rainy days make me ache! It is not very nice!!
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Dearest Alyssa, you do you quite well. I think you do it wonderfully. I find so often I feel proud of you when I read your blogs. I just want you to know with the good comes the bad, the sour comes the sweet and that is OK! You can have ‘negative’ days and get back on the horse a different day. Alyssa’s day off. You just do you!~Kim
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Thank you so much Kim!!! That was one of the sweetest comments I have ever seen! I really appreciate your encouragement. You are so right, with good comes bad, with love comes hate, the whole yin and yang! No matter what happens I will always find the positive again and life will be just the way it is supposed to be!!
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