I hope y’all had a good day! Today was my first day back at work. I was actually welcomed when I walked in with hugs by a few amazing co-workers. I will be honest, I was supposed to work 8 hours but after 5 hours, I was in too much pain to keep going, so I went home early. I guess we will see if I can make it a little longer tomorrow. It was a good first step and I tried which is really all I can do.
When healing from a terrible flare up, it really is best to walk before you run. Pushing too far while healing, will only set the healing process back several steps. Luckily, my doctor and manager agree with me on this. My doctor has actually written me a note for work indicating that my hours will need to be adjusted as needed until the flare up symptoms are gone, which will hopefully happen soon.
Even though I only worked 5 hours, I am exhausted. It was really difficult having to sit in one of those uncomfortable work chairs, when I am used to being able to sit on my comfortable couch. Work would be so much easier, if only I could just work from home. I would be able to get twice as much accomplished in half the time, while actually not being in excruciating pain.
Monday, as I already told y’all I will be starting the Gilenya again. I also have a follow-up appointment with a Nurse Practitioner at my Neurologists office on Tuesday morning. I guess they wanting to see how much progress I am making after the flare up. I am honestly glad that I do not have to see my actual doctor, I tend to feel more at ease with the NPs.
Tomorrow is a new day for me to try again at work! I am not going to be too hard on myself, so if I am not able to make it 8 hours, that is okay. Of course my mind says I can do it, but my body keeps screaming at me saying “NO MORE”. I have to be patient and listen to what my body tells me, it is the only way to get back to normal.
I hope y’all have a nice and relaxing evening! I know I always say this, but if you have any comments please feel free to leave them and I will respond as quickly as I can! Thank you for y’all for all the positive vibes you sent my way for today!!!
Always, Alyssa
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I’m glad you had a mostly good day. I think part-time right now may take pressure of your shoulders. I think all is worked out with going my Positively Alyssa. When you reblog your blog shows. We’re ok as far as I know.
Do you use Categories and tags?
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Great thank you! I like Positively Alyssa! I am glad the reblog is showing. I add the picture like you said! I do not know how or what to do with categories and tags, I am sorry!
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I can teach you. Let me write in email so you can see the difference. 🙂
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Sounds great! Thank you so much! I had been teaching myself about blogging but still do not know everything! I appreciate all of your help!!!
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Prayers and blessings for a great day tomorrow as well!
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Thank you! I am taking things one day at a time and I am not being hard on myself!
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Best way to do it!
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Congratulations!! Such a huge step and so glad you have that doctor’s note! Rest well!!
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Thank you so much! I am going to take it slow. What I am okay with working is a day to day basis. Today I did 5 hours, maybe tomorrow I can do 6 hours! We will see. I like being able to go in later because it allows me to work on getting my mind and pain in a good state. It is nice not having to rush to get ready in the morning!!
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I really really feel for you. I envy your ability to maintain any kind of work schedule. I’ve virtually been thrown out of the job market. I am visibly crippled. You go, go, go, girl!!
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I am so terribly sorry for that. I worked 5 hours yesterday, but I think I tried to go back too soon. After I came home from work yesterday, I have been in terrible pain. I ended up having to stay home today. I have not even been able to sleep. But, hopefully it will get better soon! Thank you for your encouragement!
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Spasms?
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That is exactly right! I don’t know how to make it stop!!!
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Some medications like simvistatin can cause severe spasms. Baclofen can be helpful in controlling spasms.
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Oh good, I have Baclofen. It just makes me a little tired. But goodness that may be good. I have not been able to sleep because of these issues!
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I hear you.
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Check this post out. Interesting research on the horizon. https://joycebowen.wordpress.com/2017/10/25/expanding-your-horizons/
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That was extremely interesting Joyce! Thank you for sharing this!
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Bon giorno e complimenti cara amica. Un baccione. Arrivederci!
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Grazie! Spero che tu abbia una buona giornata!
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I forgot to tell you. You are being followed by some persons with grave chronic diseases like MS. If any of my blogs, especially in the Wellness series, might have some useful information for them, please feel free to reblog them. Avanti!
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Thank you, I will definitely do that!! I appreciate you letting me know!
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I’m so glad you were able to go back! Also, five hours is great, especially after a flare up! Hopefully your body will adjust and tomorrow won’t be so tough.
Also, I know what you mean about NPs. I never understand people who refuse to see them because they aren’t doctors.
Anyway, take it easy tonight and good luck tomorrow!
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Thank you Robyn. Today has been a pretty bad day for me. I think I pushed myself too far yesterday. I just did a post about it.
I am glad someone else agrees with my about NPs. I would rather see them because they seem to care more and aren’t on some “I am better than you”trip!
Thank you so much! I hope you have a great evening and have a great Friday!! I can only hope tomorrow is going to be a better day!!
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Oh no! I’m so sorry! I think that is something a lot of people without chronic illnesses don’t understand; we want so badly to be “normal” that we force ourselves to do things we once could do or feel like we should do and pay for it later. I do it quite often myself.
Yes, NPs are generally much more personable and just as knowledgeable as the doctors they work for, plus they generally can see you quicker than doctors, too.
Again, I am sorry you’re having such a hard time. Thank you and I really hope you feel better soon!
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Thank you so much Robyn! I hope you have a great evening!
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It’s a great thing to have an understanding boss. Only then can you call in sick or leave earlier or take a few days off. Quite a few would act quite differently, you know.
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My boss is pretty amazing! He has a good friend that has MS, so he has good understanding of it. I guess I have her to thank for his understanding!
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Having MS makes her definitely more supportive and understanding.
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Yes, well it isn’t my boss that has MS, it is his good friend but it helps him be supportive and understanding! She won’t talk my to him about what she deals with because it makes her upset.
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I get it.
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