Good morning Y’all! I hope you are having a good morning! As y’all know, today is my birthday! Boy am I starting to get old! You also may know, that I have had a stressful and painful few months. Yesterday, I had a very upsetting and stressful day, which only added to my pain issues. Today, I want to just relax and have absolutely NO stress in my life! All I really want is, one day with no complaints and or stress! I think this will actually help me get to feeling better.
As most of you already know, I have been having these horrible flare up like symptoms for a few months now. I have had a ridiculous amount of pain, that just will not quit. This weekend was supposed to be wonderful, with today being my birthday and tomorrow being my anniversary. It seems like my MS did not get that message and acted up anyway! But, even with the pain I am having, I am going to try to enjoy today and tomorrow with my husband and cats! Hopefully later today, my husband and I will go out to lunch at my all time favorite restaurant! Later tonight, we will rent a movie and relax at home with each other and of course our sweet cats! I am not sure what movie will rent, but hopefully it will be a good one!
I have only been up for a few hours and my pain is unfortunately still pretty damn bad! I do not understand why is will not leave me alone for a few day. I am going to be getting the MRI next weekend and I have rested for several days now, what more can I do? It is so frustrating when nothing seems to relieve the pain, at all! Normally, laying down helps the pain, but lately that has not even helped. I just really need a break from pain, even if it will let up for a few hours would be wonderful! But I guess maybe that is asking too much! I have learned over the past 16 years, you can not reason with an illness. The MS is going to do what it wants, when it wants to, with no thoughts of what I need! But, I will get through this at some point!
I hope that y’all have a great day today and are able to do something that you find enjoyable! It looks like it is a beautiful day where I live, so I hope it where you are as well! We all should be able to enjoy this short life we have to the fullest! Even though I am in a lot of pain, I am very determined to have a good weekend! I am not and never have been one that will surrender to anything, even to the pain and Multiple Sclerosis. I can not allow these things to control my life, at all! Thank you for all your continued support and reading my posts daily! I love all the comments I get from so many of you! Again, have a great day and stay positive and strong! Take care!!!
Always, Alyssa
Happy Birthday?? 🎊🎉🎁 Hope you are feeling better today! We should talk about some natural Pain solutions! Email me at Elizabeth@clamonnaturalhealth.com
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Thank you Elizabeth! I will email you!
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Awesome!!! Looking forward to it!!
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Thank you!!!
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Thank you! I have heard a lot about this, but did not know the best place to order from.
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That would be me, now!!! Please pass the word!
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I will definitely do so. Is this expensive?
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1 Hemp Worx CBD Oil Peppermint Original (500mg) $69 +tax and shipping and that should last you a month.
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Honestly, that is going to be a little too much right now. My husband and I both have been out of work, so we are not able to afford anything right now. Heck, we are struggling to pay our normal bills. I might have to wait until things get back right, but I do want to try this so bad!!
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I understand!! With you being in so much pain and having to take off more, just makes it harder too! No worries I’ll be here. Just take care of yourself right now!!
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Thank you for understanding! I will get back to you when things get right. I am trying to take care of myself. I need to learn because I am better at taking care of others. Old habits die hard!
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Me too!!! It’s hard to learn how to take care of ourselves, especially when we are caregivers! You have to though, with your MS being in such a flare! I struggle with the same thing and I’m way to hard on myself. You just rest and don’t worry! I’m here if you need to talk!!
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I am hard on myself as well. I just always want to talk care of my husband, our cats, my mother as much as I can and everybody else that shares their issues. But, right now I feel selfish because I am thinking all about me getting better. I mean, I know if I am not well, I can’t do anything for anyone else. But, in the near future I really really want to give the oils a chance. I think it would be helpful and something great to write about!!!!
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I agree!!! And taking care of yourself is not selfish! But I feel the same way!
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I am trying SO hard to only think about myself right now. I guess I figure, my husband is an adult, granted he might act like a child most of the time but regardless he is an adult and my mother is an adult, so she should be able to take care of herself. Honestly, besides my cats, everyone I always try help are adults, it is about time one of them starts helping me!
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Exactly!!!!! You keep thinking that way!!!!!
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I am doing my best, I promise!!!! I think it is best to not talk to my mother right now because she has too many issues that I can not help or deal with. I can’t avoid my husband because we live together:)!
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Girl!! I so get the mother stuff! You need to email me and we can chat back and forth! You won’t believe my experience!! Email me Elizabeth@clamonnaturalhealth.com
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I will do that for sure!
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Happy Birthday Queen Alyssa!!!!
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Thank you my dear!
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Happy Birthday 😊💜
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Thank you so much!
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Happy Birthday!
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Thank you so much!!! I may have to borrow your name for the day, CrankyPants:)!!! Just kidding!!!
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You’re welcome! Aha! Borrow away. I get it!
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I have been just a little cranky for the past little while! I am sure it will get better!
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These diseases sure can make us cranky. The pain sucks. I hope it eases up for you.
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Happy birthday Alyssa! 🎂🎁🎉🎈Oh, and here’s your crown…👑
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Oh my goodness, thank you so much!!! I appreciate the Happy Birthday message!!!!! Oh and the crown!
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Happy Birthday!🎁🎉🎈🎂 I hope your wish for a stress free birthday come true!
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Thank you Jamie! I do too!! We will see!
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Happy Birthday!! I am so sorry you’re in such pain Alyssa, but I love your resolve to have a stress-free weekend; I really hope you’re able to enjoy whatever you can, to feel comfortable and to relax to a good (hopefully!) movie, whatever you chose to rent. Sending love and birthday wishes!! 🙂
Caz x
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Thank you!!!!! It didn’t work as well as planned but I tried. Other people, like my mother can make me stress!! Take care and thank you again for your kind comment!!!
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Many happy returns to a fellow MS’er
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Thank you so much for your comment! MS is so frustrating but we can battle it!!!
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Hi Alyssa, Happy Birthday! I’m curious as to where you experience pain the most? Mine is usually in my lower back and nerves in my upper legs. I was diagnosed 18 years ago and the pain has, fortunately, decreased over time, perhaps yours will as well. But first, have a great day and put the MS behind you for a few hours. Love always to my fellow MS’ers!
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Happy birthday! 🌷🌹🌼🌻
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Happy birthday! 🌹⚘🌷🌼🌻
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Thank you so much! I am so sorry for the delayed response!
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Happy bday and today is mine!
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Happy birthday! Is your birthday today or tomorrow? I hope you are doing fantastic!!
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Thanks! It’s today actually 😊
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Your birthday and my wedding anniversary are the same day!! I hope you had a great birthday!!!
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Lol coincidence thanks and I hope you did as well
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This makes you a Libra as well! Us Libras are amazing and strong people!!!
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Happy birthday and anniversary! 🙂
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Thank you so much!!! For some reason, my pain is so much worse today. But my husband is taking care of me and my mother in law went to the grocery store for me
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Oh no. Take care.
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Thank you so much!!! I am trying, we will see if it works!
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Happy Belated Birthday!
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Thank you!!!
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Happy belated birthday!🎉🎉🎉🎉🎂🎂
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Oh thank you so much!
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Happy Birthday love!
I hope you were able to get at least some time off to rest and relax. A stress free birthday sounds like a great birthday present.
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Thank you so much! Honestly, I spent my birthday unpacking which wasn’t all that fun, but it’s just another day. Maybe next year I will have a stress free birthday at the beach!!!
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